So it's month end, and I'm here with no subject let's see if, during the journey of writing, something comes out. For the last 2-3 months, I have been continuously getting a pop-up when I click on write a new post, and the pop-up is about purchasing a monthly or annual plan. So today I read it exactly what's written there, so I came to know that now they have placed some limits on free posts, and obviously I've exceeded it, so how are you still able to read this? Did I pay? Absolutely not, when you are not earning anything, how can you buy a subscription? So how?

I can't create new drafts anymore, but I realised I can still edit and post from older drafts 🙃 So yeah — loophole revealed. (Afterall, I'm a lawyer in making 😉) If they fix this, you will not be able to read my posts here anymore. This happens when capitalism starts showing its true colours, anyway. So with a heavy heart, I ask you to please subscribe to my new thikana(place) at adityawrites.substack.com url mein bas ek chhota sa change hai(just a small change in URL) but tbh it's not an easy change, shifting to another platform, I have started my writing journey here, I have learn writing here. I am writing here since this platform was in its initial stage, this corner of the internet still holds a special place in my heart for its effortless UIUX. I just can't explain how it feels. Well anyway let's jump into the main stuff

Well, though I have a theme for this month, I honestly think I have nothing much to write about it.

It's almost a month here back to college life, and the rigour has started. With my first test today of constitution, and what should I say about the test, not that it went bad, but later, after minutes, I'm realising, huh, I am not sure about the answers to a few questions. And this is life, no matter how much you prepare for it, koi na koi googly fek he deta hai (something unexpected happens), life is so uncertain you can't tell exactly what can happen tomorrow or in the next moment.

So what should we do? Not plan a life? I don't think that will be a very good option but definitely worth considering, by focusing on present for example I have never thought the platform where I'm writing suddenly will bring me to this turning point where I'll need to start building my profile from scratch, and unlearn my habit of writing here and move to a new site but this is how life works you need to move on from things, from persons, from places so on so forth.

You feel pain for sometimes but the pain heals like everything. But moving on is very hard, it's not an easy thing to do... when you are attached to someone or something, it takes a hell of a lot of effort to keep distracting yourself from it, to not think about it, but you can't help but think.

Change is the only constant

But is it ? You might change the place, person, environment or whatever. But will that thing get out of you that is inside you ? Because some things resist. Some habits hold on like stubborn stains. Some people — they leave, and yet they don't. Some wounds don’t heal;

I still do not know why those friends suddenly stopped talking, I still can't find the friendship that I had back then in school. I still can't accept that I have to start writing on a new platform all over again. I JUST CAN'T.

When I think about all these, it hurts, but that’s where the contradiction lives: change is constant, but so is our need to resist it.

That is all for this time I'll meet you next month perhaps on a new platform but still let's give my idea a try, If you can, just leave a small comment asking stck.me to bring back free access for writers like us — the ones who write to express, not to earn and earn nothing, ofcourse other than love, support and feedback from the readers :) So if you can please write a request and I'll mail all your requests and also mine to them, and maybe just maybe we will meet here only, naa ki kisi anjaan jagah pe, and not in a strange place.

Thank you for reading